okay if we’re mutuals u can ask for my
this has been a psa thank u
"I let my mind wander and it never came back."
seeing your friends after they went out and had fun and “forgot” to invite you
This feels really relevant right now, only I’m the friend going out and having fun and I hate that.
I get so anxious that I literally become physically sick when I’m going to be doing things in big groups. There are 5 people I feel totally comfortable around. And even though there are other people I enjoy being around and I like and want to get to know better, I just get so scared and insecure that I can’t.
So I end up sticking to what I know. And I feel bad because I’m sure I’m hurting peoples feelings, and I don’t want that either.